It wasn't enough! 01/30/2011
Shalom I am Rabbi David and here is my testimony. I was not brought up in a Christian home. We didn't go to church or even talk about G-d. When I grew up, if you were baptized as an infant that was all the insurance you needed. This being said, the morals I was raised with were excellent by anyone's standards. But would these morals and "good" upbringing be enough to be happy and live a successful life. (Success maybe, if measured by material standards.) I was not a perfect kid, but I also wasn't the kid who got in fights, got suspended, got into drugs, or skipped school. (Maybe a little mouthy though). I tried to achieve what I did by honest means and hard work and guess what "it works". I did not need to be handed everything. After a while, I had accomplished everything I had wanted, should be happy right. At a young age with only a G.E.D., I had a good job, a nice home, a new car and for the most part anything I wanted to have was only a paycheck away. I did the being "good" thing, it wasn't enough, I did the being "nice" thing, it wasn't enough, I did the "working hard" thing and it too wasn't enough. I was at a point where I really didn't like life much at all and had about enough. I made the classic ignorant mistake of blaming G-d and thinking that He must be my problem. (How foolish is that) After all, in my eyes, I was doing everything right. I finally came to the point where I challenged G-d and Satan to a showdown, after all somebody is lying to me and I want to know who. I told G-d that if Satan was a liar, I would serve G-d for two years with everything I had and if He wasn't truly a good god, I would rebel against Him with everything I had or leave this world. On the other hand if G-d turned out to be the liar, why wait two years until my 35th birthday. I called everything in phonebook that called itself a "Church", all but 12 hung up on me. I had described to G-d a church and told Him that if he were real that He would put me in that church. (My idea, not His) As it turnned out, that was the first church I went to. So I went to this church thinking I was ready for anything and also thinking that I was going to get some answers. When I entered the church, I heard this gentleman singing and it cut to the core. I knew who showed up, it was G-d, this was my first indication that Satan was a coward. This place was huge and it would very easy to blend in and hide. (I know, I tried) The pastor preached "Hanging on the vine" and I thought, "I can do this". Then came the altar call, "what's that?". I didn't know what this was but I could actually feel G-d tugging on my heart and I knew I had to answer. So I didn't (not so tough afterall). Then a second time and I still didn't answer. At this point the pastor swings around on his back foot and points right at me (this is a big place) and says "I am not coming over here again." This time I answered and when I did, I heard G-d say "remember that day you told me about?", "you'll be married before that day". One month before that birthday to that day, in a wedding I had no means of providing for I was married. Praise G-d, if you are mad at Him, don't keep it to yourself, talk to Him about it, He can help!! Add Comment This is a global community in Y'shua for the sake of sharing personal testimonies of what Y'shua has done or is doing in your life. Feel free to ask for prayer or to uplift or encourage other members of the global community. Evil speech will not be tolerated, promoting your own website, ministry, other ministry or any type of self promotion will not be allowed. If you would like ask me a question please send it from the e-mail on the "Home" page. This site is a Torah observant, Pro Israel blog, I also ask that no religious symbols be posted, nor images of G-d the Father, G-d the Son or G-d the Holy Spirit. All posts must be submitted in English only. | AuthorThis blog is run by Rabbi David and is designed for Messianic believers in Y'shua to share testimonies in Y'shua as well as to encourage other believers. ArchivesCategories |

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